there is no more feeling in my soul. I don't feel any pain no more. as I think why can't you just leave me alone. being with you doesn't even feel like home any more. I guess I guess that's why ur always on your phone .and this emptiness has grown and basically our love is gone..so why r we holding on to this dead zone in a place home....when love move out it so gone ...love don't live here anymore...I sorry I became such a bore ...that's when I got on my knees nd asked the lord to heal my heart cause broken isn't what I strive for... I guess my love my love wasn't enough cause u rather fuck on whores .I'm just glad u can't hurt me anymore to care. so I rather be numb than dumb. I'm no fun ...I love u but I will never be dumb just so u can smile some.. oh how I feel so numb . I refuse to run .I never settle for crumbs that's for bums
©lisha
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