I am very numb
the words that come are forced
just like the laughs
the crys fall from my skin
like melted fire drops
the words that grze me
kill me slowly
I feel this air flowing through my lungs
and I wonder why
why are you there
why am I here
I'm acidic liquid on your skin
if I leave then you can be happy
I'm the smoke
caught in your lungs
you choke me up
I can't feel
I can't see
smiling faces
triggers in the Bolling alley
tears that fill my face
laughter that runs around me
and I reach out
I miss every time
why can't I run
why can't I feel
instead I'm nothing
swirling around
like I'm not here
numbness
sadness
untill there's no souch thing as sad anymore
no one cares
D