it's mad how feelings can change one day to the next,
but to feel numb, not knowing what happiness is anymore is a hard one to over come.
to always be confused on why I feel numb is confusing in itself.
but to be lost being numb and confused all at once, is like a whirlwind going off in your brain. wanting to do so much but talking yourself out of it, you want to conquer so much but you talk your self out of it, to sit alone day after day feeling your no use to know one, and then you think when I settle in for bed that I'd get rest from all these thoughts and feelings, but instead it just gets worse.
the world is a hard place but not being able to understand yourself, and then try explaining to others that, people is a mission in its self.
take chances be happy feel everything you can in life as you can blink and miss so much.
©harley-ros
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