I set in my room where people surround me.
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I analyze them and wonder who they could be.
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with every inhale you can feel the numbing.
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with every word they try to sound cocky.
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but the gift I was given says they are lying.
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deep down inside there really hurting.
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the only thing they feel is their fast heart beat.
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I see the love of my life our connection is deplet
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tears fill my eyes the thought is so saddening.
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I hate how he looks at them with envy.
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but do they respect themselves no not hardly..
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with everything they are losing they act like its shocking
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They look around in life they
have nothing.
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and there past mistakes can be very haunting
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I hear what there saying when there not even talking.
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I look away there stare can be very stalking.
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relationships are breaking and they are just laughing.
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feeling the void is whats really happening.
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up for days they look like a zombie.
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Their slow movements say their running on empty.
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I look in there eyes there souls are missing.
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I want to run and hide from all that I see
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because losing my self again is very frighting.
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but I cant move and cant hide from this type of world that is binding.
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I see it in them but I'm the same is my finding .
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I use to pray that maybe some day somebody can save me.
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But today is a new day and the phone isn't ringing.
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Temptation won't call is what I'm hoping
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because the look in our eyes showing true meaning
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When your not numb you show that you truley love me.
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When were not numb I have the all knowing
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If we stay this way our love will keep growing.
©faithly
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