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(NUMEN) IN HER EYES

A journey into her eyes
Brings all the insane nuance
of strange mourning light..
Like a new universe with numen
so infinitely different,
It pulls me to the illusion of sight..
With infinitesimal strands
of lonely nights.
My devitalised, boundless soul
Sails around a psychic galaxy.
Loosing all my senses
In this endless Mystic journey
(With Maya illusions)
All thoughts eventually
fold back on the Self...
Moonless night,
of a moonless world..
By the haunted beauty of dusk,
(From my essence I bleed,
all my love is consumed!)
The pain I kept inside,
The rain,
tears I can no longer hide
...In obsession,
heavy rain is still falling.
In incessant pain,
lament river still's flowing...
In this face
there is no shining light
Unbroken silence is
the eternal delight.
Let me share with you,
(my sadness)
A journey into your eyes
Brings me to the source
of intrinsic reality.
Blinded! My soul
(in disharmony.)
Like our grace consuming
the strong for
a shining of antipodes kiss.....
In my eyes ... all is vain
From my eyes ... this endless rain
All I really want is to stay away
In all my loneliness,
With all my pain..
Ravaged by your sky,
I feel the blindness forever....
A world of dark fantasy ...
I feel the pain of pure energy,
Seeking covenant
in dark constellations,
(An endless Ocean
for endless damnation)
Where intrinsic brightness
reflects the hopelessness
of a distant dimension..
I may sleep amongst loneliness...
But far away my cries will be heard!
Bitter tears of blood I weep,
from the synthetic love of memories
I'm freezing.... drowning so deep..
I'm killing me,
hung by this intense sleep.
I laid down my head to die...
Alone, Into the
blindness of the unknown
(VOID)
Adorned by Angelic depressions.
This melancholy, so insane!
From the beauty of sadness,
she came..
With this sensitivity..
(so immaculate)
Through the pale shades
of a the daring night,
A dazzling figure
Is Shining,
burning bright.
Swift as the wind
In a white satin dress.
I hunger for the touch
Of true connection,
(Speechless caress)
A fragrance so intense,
like no other i've sensed.
Now tie me to this ground,
I should never found.
Reveal to me all the splendor,
I depend on you now.
(Like a thousand others tried)
With heart in these hands
I'm chained to your wishes...
(Until I die.)
In this timeless travel,
I stand trapped in
mysterious shapes.
From the darkness I did find
(My deepest place of mind)
Graceful touch of grief,
Only you could caress me this way.
Hang me, strange force.
Drive me!...Feed me!
Give me death! I need to be free.
I will greet you
forever, in Jubilee!...
©infj-loki