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ocean and waves

my emotions are
deep
.... shallow
secrets that are so hidden and full of strange shadows .
dark...
light...
when i rumble the water roars and you can see the crashing waves underneath the moon light.
.
pushed in ...
pushed out and
usually out of sight.
some can even compare it to a sharks dangerous and mighty bite .

some days I feel lost and un discovered like the rare and strange creatures at the very bottom of the dark and mysterious sea .
never being able to swim near the top of the surface ...not even for just a little peak.
yearning but also fearing for outsiders to come and find me. sometimes I scream and I wish someone could hear my screams .
when people see the intense motions of the roaring and dangerous water ..
that is me ...trying to stay afloat , reaching for a glimpse of hope ,but I always seem to be sinking right where I started ...at the bottom and drowning real slow.
©scorpio