I tried to be successful,
In making the memory of you gone..
Remembering you is excruciatingly painful,
From all love, I've forever withdrawn.
Maybe it was all in my head,
Maybe you didn't feel the same.
I know what God showed me, you beautiful oddball,
But, you were too busy playing some game.
I've been stuck in a downward spiral,
Trying so hard not to fall apart.
I still miss you when my guards down,
Waking up with you in my heart.
These tears fall like raindrops,
As soon as I awake.
I don't know which is worse,
Letting God or you down that I can't take.
I've never known God to show me anyone,
And, not allow it to make sense.
There's never been anyone like you,
This pain is too intense.
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