Oh my father how do I live my life, knowing that you see my every move. You took me in and carry my soul and even when I do wrong still never let me go. Oh my father how do I seek your faith when my sins are too much to take. Im here on my knees looking for you, but your face is no where to be found, I need you more and more everyday, sometimes I don't know how to pray. But oh my father like David the king of Israel the one who is after your own heart. How do I be like he, how do I be a ruler and share my place as a king. Im sorry oh God please come to me instance, but what give me the nerve to say for I been distances. I can hear your words in my ear, (saying my child please do not fear for I am here, but not near. Until you change your ways and make your door path clear. I will never leave you of forsake you not break you but to make you). Father Im coming to you for I want my life to brand new, for death is not want I want but for life is what I chose.
©donavan
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