oh why oh why

Oh Why Oh Why?
Why do I feel so empty inside?
Why do I sometimes wish I would die?
Why does anyone love me?
Oh why oh why?
Why do I just want to curl up and cry?
Why does it seem like I have to try and try?
Why does it hurt so much inside?
Oh why oh why?
Why did God have to take my daughter and father?
Why do I fall further and further?
Why must I hate myself for my every little mishap?
Oh why oh why?
Why can't I see the love you have for me?
Why can't I show myself a little sympathy?
Why can't I stop vicious cycle?
Oh why oh why?
Why does it seem like God hates me?
Why do I hate being me?
Why does is seem impossible to just simply be?
Oh why oh why?
Why is my head spinning?
Why can't I just shut you out?
Why won't the memories just go away?
Oh why oh why?
Why does the past have to haunt me?
Why did Steve have to rape me?
Why did I have to be the only child to get beat?
Oh why oh why?
Why did you let the state take me?
Why didn't you try harder to get me?
Why do I have to always be a fuck up?
Oh why oh why?
Why do people want to be my friend?
Why did I have to be a meth head?
Why did I have to hurt so many people?
Oh why oh why?
Why did I always find a way to make my mom cry?
Why do I have so many sleepless nights?
Why can't I do anything right?
Oh why oh why?
Why must I write this sad poem?
Why must people think the worst?
Why must I tell you this is all feelings from the past and some present?
Oh why oh why?
Written by: Kendall Marie McNally
Written on: 09/18/2019
Written at: 05:00 pm
Dedicated to: my past and present
©kendallm61