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old habits

Picture in hand
Bottle of vodka in the other an
I Wish you'd call me
Cause I keep staring at the photos on the wall
I know I don't deserve it
I know I'm not perfect
But to hear your voice
Would ease the pain
That I will forever feel
The ach of knowing you've found another one
I love you too much to fight him
Honestly I'm happy for you
But the way I show it is different
Cause the memories we made don't fade
But burn into my mind
The sight of your smile
The taste of your lips
They're gone all gone
I wanted to believe I could change
But old habits never leave
Like you did
I cough and look at the grass on my table
Remembering how we used to laugh and think how everything was funny
Was it funny
That the reason I loved you was cause I couldn't love myself
I guess it is
And now I'm back to my old habits
©majesty1