I want you to care
I want you to notice there there is something wrong
I want to stop feeling like this all the damn time
It's not your fault and I know it
It's my own and I don't know how to fix it,,,,, or maybe I do and refuse to come to terms with it
I want you to want me
I don't want to be just. There. Just kind of sitting in the background until you notice me again
I hate feeling scared to ask to be with you
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