1,2,3!
On one, I'll stop thinking about them.
1..2,3?
On two, I'll stop.. chasing them.
1,2,3..
On three, I'll finally stop loving them.
I can do this. I'll finally set myself free.
But, how come I already feel lonely.
they were never mine so it should be easy. quick and simple.
Just count to three. Then of course I start to think about it. I see the pictures in my head as if I was watching a movie. I see you and me, we're laughing and smiling. This isn't real. I won't stop yet though. It's nice seeing your smile... even if it's not real. Why am I smiling now? I made it up in my head. Why is it so hard to stop loving you?
©theusual
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