On and On

On and On

I heard you.

You were laughing.

I walked into the room.

Everything went silent.

Hush

Shush

I know the routine.

Especially when it comes to what games you like to play with me.

Nice

Nice,

Turns into ice ice.

Which leads into your lies, lies

Same deal with you all the time.

I'm just waiting waisting more time .

How many times has this been?

Too many times to count on both hands.

I can't stand.

I need a fan.

To cool me off.

This heat has creeped up on me.

Feel like I am melting.

Frozen now like ice on the lake

My heart is heavy and about to put the wall back up.

It's now if never

Things are still rough.

For me it is

For you not so much.

It is crazy what you are doing.

Anyways , why didn't I detect this early on how you would ultimately do me wrong.

Hope one day your conscious kicks in.

Remember my face next time you say grace cause when it's all said and done you know what it is that brings me to close this door.

I am not doing anything for you anymore.

You took advantage of my kindness twisted my name like a pretzel and didn't wanna own it.

My name became mud.