On days when crying isn't enough and all you can do is just lie down and stare hard at the ceiling. When your mind can't even fathom what really is around you, and your heart is trying so hard to feel something else far away from the ache that's alive inside. Your whole body shakes from the loss of control you have over it. Your head aches from the thoughts that run through it. Your eyes can't even fathom a single tear because there's nothing more left to cry about. Your breaths come in laboured pitches because for a second, time and again, your body forgets how to breathe. That's when you know it's time.
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