creating a world in my sad little head in dreams I'm running chasing my shadow instead of forgetting about my past experiences, trying to create a world wanting to make it perfect without the hurt and heart breaks, trying to decide the amount of breath to take while crying watching my world breaks "changing faces" no laughter to last a smile stuck with dimples for a lifetime "painting a world with painful eyes" denied of beauty I'm out to use you because you've used me to hate things that once amused me."I feel forgotten" now that it's just me trying to steal wonders from memories reminding me of pain,hoping for things within a dark frame counting tear drops as a drop of rain after so long I still feel the same ..
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