Am on pills , skipping meals
Locked in my room , me and my room
With my friends play , play all day
Am always on my phone , want to be left alone
Followers on IG , likes on my Facebook page
Retweeting tweets
Fun talk on tiktok
Am shy , glad there's a dating app
Comments , torment
Behind closed doors I'd rather stay
Going out with friends , I'll have nothing to say
Went to church , did not know how to pray
I couldn't stand in their presence
Of what was the essence
Might just post it online
These pills are drowning me in
Am stuck far from reality
Myself can't feel, just wanna spill
Peel off my skin, from it heal
Pray for change ,on my knees kneel
On a diet, never skipping a meal
Work out ,pay my bills
Take rest from my phone
Do things on my own
Find a home
One of my own
©fredrick o
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