I'm on the edge ready to end
it all
Barely holding on with my back against the wall
I've been searching but I can only see
one way out
To stop this pain I can't seem to find
any other route
My inner demons have broken down my mental state
Forcing me to the edge with words of self-hate
I'm just tired of fighting this mental war
And right now I can't see a reason to fight anymore
So I'm looking over the edge knowing that final step I could take
Ending all my suffering never to wake
A guttural cry escapes from somewhere within
I fall to my knees I can't let these demons win
So I have to continue to suffer in silence day to day
Peace will probably never come my way
©amandapayn
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