It's now time for me to prepare
for the inevitable bout that trips me out.
Shake it off
Shake it off shake it.
Your stronger than this.
Why let them win.
You got what it takes.
Dont let them beat you up in the head.
Even if I have too I play dead.
Let it go.
I say to myself.
The energy I waste sticking around.
Thought I'd be stronger and be able to leave this street.
Heck what happened to me.
I found that I need to surround myself with positive thoughts and company.
The more I dwell the more I become
harder on myself.
I need to start somewhere.
Fresh from the dirt that I am drenched in
I'm only human.
I admit I do sin.
I am not perfect.
Judgemental people check yourself by the door
Your not welcomed in my territory anymore.
Angry sad blue and grey,
Catch me on anyday
Anxious depressed stressed
All of the above I adresss,
I feel pressed to be different
its not right
I am who i am day and night.
I need stop this rant and go back into my cave
Rest up I'll be back tomorrow is another day.
©number14
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