"You used to be the best friend I've ever Had,
But know that's changed now since you're always Mad,
I'm thinking to myself that this thunderstorm will pass and we're just going through the Motions,
It's seeming that it's something more serious as you're listening to everyone else and their Commotions,
When it's supposed to be me that you're supposed to come to for that Support,
For some reason you choose the other lane and go to others for it and Abort,
All of my feelings and love that are engrained within your Existence,
Don't want to have this train of thought, but I feel like giving up even though I'm so consistent with my Persistence,
Of trying to get back to at least an ounce of our Foundation,
Can't take it anymore so don't get blindsided by my Frustration,
Asking you where's your heart? Because it's not Here,
In the place that makes the sound of beating every time I place my Ear,
On your chest knowing that you're Invested,
In me but now that's turned into disgust as you act like I'm Infested,
It's okay though I'll get back on my feet and regroup and Recover,
While you have all of the time in the world to think and be filled up to the top with regret on how you lost your one and only true Lover ..."
©jamaree
J