One cut, Two cuts, No cuts

I try and try to stop but it's like a drug for pain and sadness
I want to stop, I never want to stop it beckons me to keep going
I go to school like everyday, I get shamed and laughed at, but all they see is a lie
I head home with the thought on my mind, the thought to cut cut cut
I walk in my room and grab my knife with a devilish grin, I close and lock my door for safe keep
I roll up the sleeves that hide my past pain relievers
I put the knife to my skin and I let out a laugh of...excitement
I cut once..I cut twice, I go for a third and I hear the voice of an angle
I cry at the beast of God "Child no more shall you feel pain" it calls out
I scream and throw the pain cutter, I hold the air for my dare to move
I looked at the pain cutter and scream "One cut, Two cuts, No cuts"

I try and try to stop but it's like a drug for pain and sadness
I want to stop, I never want to stop it beckons me to keep going
One cut..Two cuts..no cuts
©duncanboo