There's way to much shit,
that goes on in my mind,
And I Feel like I'm starting to run out of time,
I Try to do right
But I think ,to the good I am blind,
I Feel exhausted,
Frustrated and confused,
My Hearts all beat up and bruised,
I Shout out so loud,
But does anyone care
Some people point fingers and others just stare,
I feel Like a menice,
So full of dispare,
Sometimes I wonder what I'm really doing here
I know there's a plan mapped out for my life
I know there's a reason my world's full of strife
I just can't imagine
how much more oranteness my life can take
its constricting circumstances is making me ache,
I just want one day,
Where I'm not feeling rushed
Or where I don't feel my entire world's demolished
One day of peace, to help clear my mind
Then maybe I might have energy to do something right
I won't be exhausted, or frustrated no more
I won't have these thoughts that's been unpleasantly obscured
I just might relax and finally enjoy
My life that I've been trying not to destroy
©vampire
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