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one way ticket

We all have that song
That brings back a million memories
When youtube automatically choses the one
'Its you ~ali gatie'
My heart sinks to the bottom of my stomach
Yet again my voice throws it self off the edge of my throat and lands in the pit of my stomach
My hands frozen
unable to move
I need it to stop
It reminds me of a time i completly lost control
It was asthough i left my body
Nothing has been easy since
It was asif i was never supposed to return
I regret fighing my way back
I have returned to a pile of rubble i once called my sanctuary
This body is still broken
Even if i survived
My body was wounded in the cross fire
You have to understand
Who am i to drag this bleeding body
No longer safe haven
No longer my home
I dont recognise this life
Im only a break away from removing these shackles
I will be outbound soon enough
©maz.dot