i think of her every now and then.
I keep writing texts but never hit send.
I'm too scared of what would happen then.
now I'm the guy who makes everything right.
I show them smiles but I cry inside
I show them real but I tell myself lies.
I don't know if it's me but I think of dying.
Im at war with myself but give good advice
I'm a prisoner with what's in my mind.
All the happy you see is just a disguise
All the fake I feel looks real to you guys
When I say I'm good is doesn't mean fine
Jerry don't look happy what a sight!
he's never sad wonder if he's alright
I'm always chill but inside I'm in fights
punch out the lights get my brain white
clear it out of demons in headlights
I show them day but it's dark here at night
screw my head back on make it real tight
watch it it's gonna blow! oh well that's fine
just sit back an watch don't cross that line
"you alright you don't look to bright"
but nah, I'm alright.
I only get this way every now and then.
©drlyrix
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