No matter the day,
How good, bad, hard, or easy,
After the sun is gone and the moon is out,
I feel the same sorrow creep over me,
Loneliness,
Just the word brings on shame,
Knowing that its going to be just me,
Knowing that each night that passes will be the same,
I try, oh how I try,
To not think about it so much and sleep,
But sometimes I can't ignore,
Something so shallow yet still so deep,
These years continue,
Seeming harder the more I remain,
A solo hallow soul and so far from whole,
With these broken pieces breaking away in pain
I whisper in vain another lonely goodnight,
To an empty room with sounds of my silence,
The silence that started so very long ago,
Leaving me everyday and night in unpure absence.
©justin_ur
J