The only time I get some rest is when I close my eyes
I feel so bad I feel so stress there is so much on my mind
The only time I feel happy is when I'm not alone
It's a shame I have to go out I don't feel loved in my home
The only time I crack a smile is when I put on a show
I fake it all for a while and then you watch it slowly go
How miserable it is to pretend when i know it's just an act
I can't go on living this way for I wish this stage would pass
I can point the finger tell a lie try to find someone to blame
But why do that because I'm hurt inside that would be a crying shame
so I let go close my eyes and do it all again
hoping that I find someone kind to help ease up the pain
only I can change this thing I feel noone can love me more
love thyself first before anyone else and you'll sleep peacefully for this I'm sure
you will sleep peacefully if you love thyself first so if love is not returned your love still remains the same love you
written by: Sherlena s Ward
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