What is it going to take?
To see and understand how my heart breaks.
Nearly lost you twice.
Life support, a coma, those were long lonely nights.
As I prayed and prayed that you would recover and be OK.
That was almost a year ago.
Nothing seems to have changed with you.
Still continue to do what you do.
Should I speak a word.
Not a good move.
Denial is still where you stand.
Life is precious and short.
Does that matter to you?
Do you even care that your not being fair?
Its your life to live.
I can only do so much.
Somewhere along the way you'll have to figure it out and meet me halfway.
If you can't I understand.
If only you you could see from my view,
The self destruction that still rules you.
Remember no matter what,
I will always love you.
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