My life has many doors. Some I walk drove it many times. Some I close for a long time. But there is one door I am afraid to walk drove it. It is something that makes me feel me. Something new in my life. It will change the course of my life. It will be living a different way of life. It is like starting a new chapter of my life. Something part of me. Something I am closing the end of a chapter of my life. It gives a part of me. But fear don't let me walk drove it. Something I felt in my heart. It is when someone takes something from you. It is like changing from native to positive. It is a part of me you took. That I trying to get back to. It is like the fear you put in my heart fear of being who I am. Gave my time and soul. To help someone bounce back. So we can learn from each other. To have closed in my heart. To take that step. But the fear you have over me. I am more strong now. But you make me feel I don't have to be free from myself without fear. That I can't have more. But more is what I need. To be set free from you. You can't control my mind. To make me think. I am least than who I am. You are the past who took me to a place of fear. When I open that door and walk drove it. My life will change completely. But my past won't let me. Because it is not what you want. It is what I want and needs. I have to find myself. This is everything I stand for and more. It is a chapter about my closed door. So I can open another one. So I can be that person I was meant to be. The door is open. But fear won't let me pass drove it. When I look inside I see a whole new world. Only I know the beginning of the story. It is when I open the door to you. Now the new door is open. Once I closed that door it know to turn back. Start a new chapter of my life. Something for me and it will make me stronger. My hand was on the door. The feeling of freedom.
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