ginger kissed hair.
a fainted lighted blue.
fairest freckled orange kissed porcelain pale skin.
a smile that ate at me for days.
blonde dirt kissed hair.
a deeper blue lit like fireflies.
porcelain softened delicately a lighted tan kissed skin.
a smile that destroyed me yet strangely kept me together.
a peppered shaded a kiss of grey wavy hair.
a secret blue that left my heart to throb.
fairest barely freckled pale soft kissed skin.
yet she had a smile that didn't want me but I just couldn't look away.
three corners one heart.
one found love.
the other was torn apart.
another settle for less.
yet this was the one my heart couldn't part.
while in the arms of another.
the agony of a shady heart.
I had options.
one cause a ripple effect.
the other had a longing yet tortured cause she didn't know why.
another cherish me looked at me as I was her last and wanted deeply to marry me.
a twisted triangle with four ends.
two ended tragically.
yet I still ache.
yet I still linger.
I still hunger for their kiss
the two which I couldn't feel a finger.
they linger in my dreams.
they linger so sweet.
tears in my eyes they linger yet it's a dream as I don't want to wake from this sleep.
I buried them with guilt and tears in my eyes.
honestly sometimes I want to die.
falling for three girls a twisted triangle that had me blind.
wishing I could be with All of them another place another age another time except only one could be mine.
©darkdeity
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