I hate what I've become,
a mother, shunned!
no food in my belly,
no shoes on my feet,
a blister of disbelief!
no job,
no money,
nothing to add to my story!
wondering a path,
I may never come back,
reality not on my side,
tries to leave me behind!
wind throwing me back,
feelings forced to retract,
karma gives me a hard slap,
showing me life's true fact!
I crave a release,
only he can give me,
open my heart completely,
although its risky,
jump in feeling frisky!
faith blinds minds intensely,
unforgiving souls retreating,
sounds loudly beating,
pulsating gain feeting,
earthquakes erupt
now shaking,
climaxing,
mind blowing,
breath shoullowing,
insides howling!
all in all I'm beaten!!!
©robecca
R