We are living in the same community,
But why you seems so far from me?
We are even living in the same City,
But why you can't you even see me?
A few years ago,
I still remember a sweet scenario.
You were looking at me so precious,
So I am really so concious.
Why are you looking at me like that?
I can even catch your cold eyes,
Before you look away so fast,
That gave me a small smiles.
I saw how you stared at my fingers,
And I noticed your admirations.
I noticed how you wanted to hold it,
And try to put it in your hands if it will fit.
You're parents wanted us to be in future,
But I refuse it because that's not my cuture.
I even know that you had a crush on me,
But why it suddenly disappeared after a year?
I started to noticed everything about you so expeditious,
You don't even have a high grades,
And you also experienced to had a failure grades,
But why in my eyes, you're so precious?
After a year, I suddenly felt so discouraged,
Because I noticed that your feelings was changed.
And when your feelings start to diverse,
Everything suddenly turned in reverse.
I started to noticed you,
I started to see your worth.
I am slowly falling for you,
Without you doing any effort.
I adore you you in every seconds,
And I want to be with you in every minutes.
I felt my comfort towards you,
Like I am in a big hue.
It's funny how everything had diverse.
That even your parents won't even smile on me again.
But I know we cannot make it all reverse,
So I realized, your feeling won't ever be regain.
©aesthetic1
A