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out the window

look out the window trying to think lost sitting here I look my drink I don't touch it because you make me want to be better you don't answer me you don't talk to me you ghost me I don't matter so should I pick up that drink pour it back take a shot let the numbness kick in once again I don't want to I Really Don't and need to be better not for you but for myself I wish you were by my side and would walk with me on this journey cuz life can be so much sweeter with you by my side I love you I miss you but goodbyes have to be said you left me alone you left me on a line strangling by a rope there's no denying I will miss you you took a piece of my heart so you always have a piece of me hold it close and remember that I'm always with you....
©db4l1987