To play the loser
My perfect part
Gone by the way side
To act as if
My life done faded
I did lose
Faded away
From myself
In my mind I hide
Into this
A feeling of nothing
But the sad
Emotion
I have to say
I think it's my
Cold dampened heart
So Wet
And
Shivering cold
I'm the drip
Leaking faucet of life
has dried up
Gone thirsty
At little sip
For love
Pushed
Me to hard
Frightened
I couldn't fight back
My soul to weak
I can't change
Now I have to choose
*The steps I take
Lead me
To the meeting
Of my own fate
I don't know
Where I am
But I feel you there
I know
You somehow care
We tried
To love one another
We held on to
What we think
Is forever
But our forever
As always
Was cut short
Again
Maybe I loved you
Now nothings there
Don't have a clue
What it is
You're doing
Has
Stripped
Away
Any of my pride
Gone is my dignity
My ego crushed
Dropped
Kicked
But only I can see
The one
Who'll never win
Loving you
Has been my downfall
My deepest sin
I still pay
Since the
Bygones of yesterday
More than
Anyone
Could ever realize
Because
I see the loser
Reflected
Inside the mirror
Deeply thought
This time was the end
You taught me
So much
But I lost myself
You held on
But I let go
Because this is
Who I was about
I am not like you
A fighter
Thru and thru
It's to bad
You never knew
That really
In the depth of my soul
I was totally
In love with you
*Maybe
I loved you
Now there's nothing
You don't have a clue
What it is
You're doing
I have been stripped
From pride
And
All dignity
My ego left me
Away it dropped
But only
I can see
The one
who'll never win
Loving you was my sin
And I still
Pay the price
More than
Anyone realize
Coz I see the loser
Reflected
Outside the mirror
Written by
Freewriter
Terrylin53
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