There is a cloud over my head. It has been there since I was born. When the sun tries to break out. The whole sky is feeling with darkness. So my feelings get lost. I am looking for the rainbow. Because a bring happiness. I don't want to live in darkness. I want a break drove. Know one see the light in me. But it there. The cloud covers it. Life was never easy. Still trying to get where I need to be. Search for the sun. There is a thunderstorm within. Life drove my thunder. How can I find the sun? When I have a cloud over me. I want a break drove in my life. Try to reach for the star. Can't see the star over my head. There are only clouds and sadness. Who put this cloud over me? How can I get a break to drive? I need a breakthrough. I want to be in A better place. I try of being like the victim. I am a savor. My heart is in one place. My mind is in any place. I have dreams and hope. But the clouds keep taking me down. When I see the sun. I put my face toss the sun. But when I feel it on my face. It warm feeling come over me. But then it fades away. It is like mother nature doesn't want me to feel anything. Living my life in Shadows. Even my shadow scards to come out. What keeps me goings it hopes. I keep reminding myself the storm doesn't last forever. I will have a break drive. My heart and my minds keep remain me. I am moved then clouds. I am the sun who will break drove the clouds. There will be a sunny day. Nothing last forever. Because I will find the rainbow in me.
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