my head is spinning so much....
overthinking continuously....
always falls on the negative side ....
how does one switch their mind set to a positive one ...
I want too
I need help....
my thoughts...
I wanna call him.....for what though
I just wanna say hi how you doing
what if he cusses me out
tells me how much of a "b" I am...
I always think wrong then it happens...
everything goes normal....
I'm not okay....
why do I seem scared
what can he do to me except ignore me....
do I need to call...
no
I just want to for what though
what will I say.....
well his thoughts are around Her so obviously he can't be so happy
will he respond
I wanna call him
why though...
it's such a urge
why...
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