I'm stuck in emotions
Loneliness is something I wish I couldn't notice.
I've noted that I'm always alone Because my heart has been broken
Inside I am emotionally bloated and I know that
I don't need a relationship
I need to make a trip to remove this cloud of rain that makes me slip and gets my mind composing.
I don't like writing
I loathe it
It's makes me feel and that's the curse of being a poet
Moving on where most quit
Feeling like my bones split
One second I'm calm
The next I'm not
Im just like the ocean
Except im drowning in it
I scream so loud
It shakes the ground
the biggest mountains splitting.
People hear that but they can't hear when I speak
Because if it isnt comedy, honestly they're just not listening to me
People can't hear until I get a little violent
But for some reason that's the only way people get to see me
Like if I told you I exist
Would you even believe me
Like Im not supposed to get ticked
When people flea from me
Feeling like Casper is theme to my life lately
I haven't asked for much
Maybe a hug here and there
But my mind's hazy
My life's crazy
Do you have a clue how long I've waited to find my once in a lifetime maybe?
Don't wanna a relationship because who would love someone like me
Even I hate me.
Damn.
©rokinrob27
R