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pain

In every drop of rain
you still lingers,in my mind,a lone passenger on a bus reflecting on thoughts that rust aged by dust in a faithful mind missing a brush, a rush of tender touch,asking more from memories as reality speaks out,I'm walking around with a face filled,wearing all my doubts,like a mouse missing its tail,riding on a ship without sails,thinking of tomorrow,thinking about the one that made me hallow "taking gaps of air" suffocating dreams on your pillow,chewing more than i could swallow "bites of love" in the dark dripping tears on the rugs reflecting on days that onces were todays words still hurting like it was a moment ago you stole my flow saddened without a glow or energy to love anymore.Feeling broken in my soul not knowing where to go or who to get to know,no mobility to start over though a survivor of a shipwreck, still faking a smile,still saying am perfect,carrying around memories of what it felt like to not be in the hands of blue,fading in essence of perfume ....
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