PAIN......

No relief from the pain
No relief from the tears
Tired of having that fake smile
Which I always used to wear....
Bolted to my room and slammed the door shut. ..
Lited the cigarette and inhaled a few quick puffs...
Played a CD and turned the volume up high....
My breathing grew up heavy as I sighed and sighed....
I failed to calm my shaking hands....To relief myself was like to write the word sand on sand with the sand....
Dug out the rum bottle and took a large sip...
All alone, my tears, no one was around to wipe....
Still nothing. ..
No relief from the pain
No relief from the tears....
Then pulled out a blade and shutted my eyes....Steeled myself and began to count....
1...
2...
3.....
Grazed the blade slowly over my wrist....
Then went deeper and deeper toring through my skin....
Watched the blood spurting through my veins....
I was someplace else....Nothing else mattered there....There was only pain.... A deep....agonizing...piercing pain.......
#An Imperfect Princess....
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