I drowned in my own tears
I said I wanna die
Look at me I'm pathetic
They replied you don't deserve it
I asked what I deserve
In a life which is worse than shit
And nothing seems to go right
It's been four years struggling
And feeling stuck at the same
Place trying to find
Or figure out a thing
And I got nothing out of it
Life seems to flow in its own rhythm
Throwing me to the trashcan everyday
One moment
I wish I could get little better
Or little happier
Then next moment
Everything is tumbling down
And I'm always at the edge
Falling down to the blackhole
With every breakdown
Pain is all I got to be there
With me
Cause everybody
Who said to be there
For me
Have no idea
How to be there
For me.
©angiyo
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