pain

pain pain pain
that's all it is
in my head no rational thought
you left
when I felt
and caused pain
in my head
screaming loneliness
loud silence
bleeding heart
and am not crying
am just dying
inside my heart is frying
why were you even there
it was better before
when it was just me and my cat
but you brought light
bright light in me
and amidst the light
you slit my heart into pieces
and acted like it was all ok
pain pain pain
all I do with my mouth is curse the day I met you
walking in the middle of rain
but it was still not good enough
got in a fight in the spree
but the pain didn't match
now I hate myself for having a heart
for thinking that something good could happen to me
other than pain
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