you would never understand how i feel,
if you could only read my mind,
you would be in tears,
the scars i carry,
the hurt,
the pain,
it will never end,
the lies said about me,
the feeling of lonleiness,
the depression,
the anxiety,
people say things will get better they dont and im left coping alone.
its me against the demons of this world the human ones,
suicide is a joke to many,
everyone looks at you as if your a fool if you do,
but its only serious when you,
my mind on a crash course for disaster,
im hanging over the edge,
i ready to let go.
©nirmal
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