pain

Everybody loses their humanity.
Everybody blames everybody else for their problems.
I suffer through this pain.
I suffer through this family.
I suffer through this world.
Humanity is lost by the pain that I suffer.
I cut down everybody that pains me in the past.
It's like cut out tumours out my brain.
The tumours never leave the body or mind.
I sit in an empty room suffering and screaming but no one comes to help me.
God, what god? God doesn't exist in my mind of pain and sorrow and betrayal.
Their no light for me.
There are no friends to come and saves me.
There is no family come and see me because of the selfishness and pain that make another family member is like shit.
I walkout the empty room of pain.
The empty room of sorrow.
The empty room full with blood.
The covers the empty room in blood and pain, and sorrow.
Humanity loses in me.
I feel nothing for humanity.
Humanity feel nothing for me.
Humanity is tumour that should be cut out of me.
Tumour are a virus that doesn't begin in my world.
My world is a life of pain and sorrow.
I don't exist in their world.
Why? Should they exist in my world?
My pain that I suffer all the time never goes away.
I live with a family that doesn't shit about me.
I wish I could end this pain.
©moonmom86