pain!!nothing to gain but we still get it, puts us unfit others insane we blame others for the get and call out their names in vain,
im so broken 💔🥺 marital conflict👨🚒 a curse that i have to bear with no choice cant raise up my voice my father breaks me and only leaves a void so i withdraw avoid fill my void with pure darkness mistaking it for the cure its only manure for the growth of void praying that my darkness and my violence and the people i hurt don't become infinite or the person i become doesn't become definite happy thoughts become less vivid my smile less rigid cant wonder why i was quickly left with my missed girlfriend Brigid so inshort my pain is wat others say inavitable a cycle of two points but one has more pull than the other i can find my self smiling then in a second crying someone might say hi has already formed a bond with the lost no point in taking up a worthless cost i hope they are wrong!! i hope i believe am strong but i never find to think of it im overcomed by the thought i dont deserve i serve a bad master in me forces me to pay the fee blinds me so i cant seee and cant let me be im confused dont know if i was stung by a curios bee ,hostile bee or defending bee i dont know but all i know is in stung by i bee 🐝🐝and antidote is a smile but cant find thedoctor 💊🏥 for the cure hope one day ill be pure ,i pray!wen will i stop being the prey of maddnes n saddness i want a sudden unload of this burden so i can walk in a happy garden before my heart harden!!🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😅
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