Pains and misery
Has always been a part of me
In this dark cold world
All alone
With no one to turn to
Hunted by the shadows
Of the past
I have made my heart
A solid wall
To shield myself from pain
Being betrayed
Being disappointed
Being looked down on
Are like a daily food
To my soul
My heart bleeds
In remembrance of this
Blocking myself
From all entery to my heart
Is a way to stay strong
O thou great nemesis
How long will thou suffer me
O thou great mysteries of the world
How long will thou make me
Bleed an endless drop of pain
How long will thou throw
Tranthroms at me
I can no longer suffer
Carrying the heavy sack of pain
I stand strong and thrive
Prevailing against your strong hold
And savoring the sweet taste
Of victory
By Ella
©immanuella
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