pain.
Pain is all sorts.
Some say pain is when you wait for someone.
Some say pain is when you try to forget someone.
The real pain is when you don't know weather to wait or forget someone.
Pain is when you don't even talk to your family anymore or your close friends
You lock yourself in your room screaming on the inside wondering why do I deserve any of this
You push people away because it's easier than trying to explain why you are so broken, because you know no one will understand.
Every tear you shed has its own story behind it, about how someone hurt you,
If you can even cry anymore because pain changes people some become angry other's become silent, completely silent.
Pain is when you can't feel anything anymore,you just go through the motions of each day
Like there nothing to you,when your alone you practice lines in conversation you've already planned out because your afraid of saying the wrong thing,you practice how to smile because a smile doesn't come easy anymore.
You keep it all hidden behind a painted smile and charming words you reheared.
Because who noticed you anyways.
It's how we feel.alone suffering in our own pain.
And we know no one is coming to rescue us.
No one will ever understand your pain.