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Pain addiction

I'm not okay,I'm not okay
tired of extreme pains
My everyday vibe has vanished
My veins are covered by my weakness
All alone trying to fight all
these pains
I'm through the miseries , endless pains
always cloud my mind.
my vibe has unfortunately murdered
Shattered heart behind my pretty smile
Am trying to find the vaccine to cure my heart .
Positive advice's and cuddle would be fine
I'm trying to carry on but am falling
The hearteater is around,enjoying my tears .
Nobody is here for me
Unhappy water inside my eyes
Forehead kiss from my parents will be fine
Everybody is silence but my pains are loudly
sitting all alone, listening to music
to numb the pains .
My heart made of glass has broken into
uncountable pieces
I'm living in a silent world
I'm seeing red and thinking negatively
My mysteries are hurting myself
My heart has been stabbed .
Only endless pain in my head space .
Unhealthy smile on my face .
I'm unable to fight for my happiness
The hearteater is laughing louder .
My heart surrounded by the pains
©zwivhuya