Winter was harsh
And so was me
cold sewer away the fragile
Emotions became clogged with it
Words were limited
For the blizzard outside
It swept inside the room
Froze all my soul
Into a timeless ticking
Life was a injustice
I shrunk inside
All my hopes dies with my misery
And all my miseries with hopes
Were born interwined
Today must be the worst
Sighed I
was getting late
For all I had to do
Rain drops were racing
Indefinitely
On the slanted windows
And I was racing
With time
Under mortality.
Phone wasn't working
Neither any vehicles
How will I be going to work
Where will I meet….
I should have brought my glasses
And forgot my leather gloves
The weather was rejecting me
Ripping me apart
I was helpless
Felt like crying
In all the bustles
And it was disgusting
Everything black
And rejections only
To tell you the truth
Under the secret cigarette brotherhood
I couldn't accept rejection
Even by nature
But what about her
Who shattered my ego
Into countless pieces
I guess my heart hurt
Pretty poetically
It's better not to go outside
I may freeze pretty poetically too
But I am not wrong
The silent observers
Answer me who can avoid rejection
Our ego has beautifully sheltered it
Nurtured in it's womb
And fed on us
It's an anarchist
Can't stand beauty I guess
Poisoned to the core
Don't you think?
Life becoming chaotic
Under the footprints where I tread
Of where I know not
How I reached I know nothing of
It was a dark dark jungle
And my heart was bleeding again
Through the brown veins of fallen ones.
©zennezzen
Z