I feel like I don't need you,
Without ya I'm down tho,
I'm so not over you,
It's cool tho.
It's really not,
I kinda need it
I bleed it,
I breathe it,
To hear your name..
It's around me everywhere I go,
Who to blame?
I do not really know,
I'm not rapping,
I'm feeling woe,
Deeply darkened,
Empty spaces,
Many nights,
Strangers places,
All the same,
Just new faces.
Only wishin'
That when I'm finished,
You'll call me,
And I'll be accomplished.
Wait a minute,
I relapsed,
And I feel it,
You're love collapsed,
You lost spirit,
You were greedy,
You wanted more than us,
You called me needy,
You had undeserved trust.
Fuck you really,
For making me angry,
Making me look silly,
Don't know how it pained me.
You walked away,
I gave you choices,
You said you loved me,
But through all the noise,
I heard your secrets,
I heard your lies,
All the regret,
I can't disguise.
Mother fucker,
You made me wanna die,
But on the surface,
It all seemed alright,
You knew what it was,
You knew you fucked up,
All the wasted effort, cuz,
You should have shut up.
You hurt me bad,
You hurt me good,
You made me glad,
You made me your blood,
So take your lies,
Why don't I?
So that these eyes,
No longer cry.
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