Today I get up pain is power I won't let take me down.
Fear is just a word when you dont know what's to come.
I wanna cry but no tears fall emotionless like I'm un human.
But the strength still feeds my blood.
Failure is never the answer so why does the stench still lingere like a smell of death.
The fight against myself is war.
I wanna promise to win but there's no promises I make these days because they become lies things I can't keep up with I'm no liar.
My most used word is maybe for I don't shed no pain maybe I will be strong today, maybe I will be there.
they don't understand the sadness I feel when I can't reach planned goals but know I try I fight I lose but I also win.
©breefrie
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