Pain.
Pain,the memories remain. I'm caught in a cycle I just can't explain.
Drowning,my heart is pounding. Surrounded,life keeps moving around me.
But this pain it's ecstasy,a feeling I can see. Moment when your love was like a remedy,now it's just a fantasy. Now I'm like a ghost inside my own head of what we could be. Now I'm searching through the darkness for something that won't happen.