Painful

Why do i do this to myself, I mean its not the first time, Why on earth do i insist on hurting myself, This will always be my lifes worst regret
I swear if there was any chance of going back in time, If i could only go back to that night , Everything could have been different
I could have been different
None of this would of happened
I should never have given you a second of my time
I should never have given you second glance
You were pure evil
Searching for a soul to drain
You stuck your sharp teeth in my neck
And before i knew it i lay flat, Empty
You left me like a plastic bag
Drifting the streets
Now tied to the branch of tree
Gusts of wind rippling through me
No abode, No name
No longer of any worth
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